little rant

what's wrong with me?

so is it just me, but guys are a bit too honest when it comes to their, uhm, feelings to me? it's not like i do anything to provoke them, i swear, i don't even touch them. but they are just waaaaay too direct with me. regarding my other girl friends, guys are never brutally honest with them as they are with me. i mean, i guess at one point, i liked that attention that they gave me, but now, with no elaboration, it repulses me.

however, i contradict myself. guys who are too innocent turn me off; they have no experience. but then on the contrary, guys who are so-called players also turn me off. and when it comes to guys in general, there's no middle; it's either one or the other.

on a different note, i like fake you are. with your expensive clothes and trying to be "popular." quite frankly, you're just trying to hard (just like sum yung ho). you act so hard but, when in reality, we all know how weak you simply are. and on top of that, you're a good-for-nothing impulsive liar. you manipulate people to the point to where they eventually ravel in to your bullshit. so go and pretend as if the world revolves around you. and while your at it, learn this: your money and material posessions will only take you so far in life..

which leads me up the next person.. you're a slut. honestly, i'm sorry for your boyfriend. your family. yourself. poor guy, he should've known karma would hit him hard.. your ass cheated on your ex to get with him. your family; you put them through so much of your shit, i'm surprised they have kicked your ass out yet. your own dad called you a slut and told your ex to leave you because he knows what kind of person you are. it's surprising, how different you are from your sister. yourself; GET A GRIP. learn to stop cheating, you have an amazing boyfriend who STILL took you back after you cheated on him with an acquantaince of mine (hey, and your stupid for doing that. you fucked up.) your going to end up nowhere in life. with that broken hip of yours! your gonna be a one-legged prostitute.. you should take a trip down to holt, hoe.

xoxo, josie